I snuck into my bedroom.
I made sure my sisters weren’t around.
I took the picture off the wall.
I packed away my crack behind a poster framed picture of me rapping.
The last time my sister Jayda saw me stash something, I woke up feeling underneath my pillow for my switchblade but it was gone.
Jayda sneakily said, "I gave Nana your knife."
But I believed no one knew about my secret stash.
I emptied a sandwich bag filled with crack onto the bed. I counted each individual wrapped bag. Bags were missing! I knew who it was. And it wasn’t Jayda.
It was my mother.
I had to find another hiding place.
Then one day, I found my mother in my room. She was looking for my new stash. "Give me a crack rock," she said.
"No," I said.
She was livid.
I walked away.
She followed me. She asked again.
"No!"
She slapped me in the face.
I left the apartment. I pressed the elevator button.
She shoved me.
"Stop hitting me," I said.
The elevator door opened.
She slapped me again.
I hit her back this time.
My grandmother hurried into the hall to break us away from each other.
I pressed the elevator button again. The door opened. I walked in.
I looked my mother in her eyes. I’d been eaten; chewed by a cannibal.
The elevator door closed.
The stash
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