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October 2009 Archive

October 28, 2009

A teenage birth

A sharp and unbearable pain suddenly pierced my side.
"OUCH!" I yelled.

It was early in June, starting to feel like summer.

Like any other teenager, I was hanging out at the playground, leaning against a fence.
"What’s wrong," asked my friend, Julie.
"I don’t know," I said, innocently.

I was seventeen years old and nine months pregnant. [more]

October 27, 2009

Looking for somebody who cares

"I don’t feel good. Can I go to the nurse’s office?"
"Yes," said my teacher.

I slowly walked to the nurse’s office, holding the hallway pass, an old piece of wood with the word "Pass" and our homeroom number "102," carved into it. The hallway was hushed and chilly. I knocked on the school nurse’s door.
"Come in," she said. [more]

October 26, 2009

My fathers

"Frankie is your father," my grandmother said.

Looking through my mother’s photo albums I found a picture of me with this man, Frankie. I’m a toddler in the photo. Frankie wears a shabby brown leather jacket and a fisherman’s hat. He holds me in his arms. I’m wearing a brown coat with rainbow colors on the sleeves, and a fisherman’s hat like his. We’re both smiling. Frankie looks like a nice guy. [more]

October 23, 2009

"I’m gonna shoot Diamond in her ass.”

Diamond and Crystal were twin sisters. Big, built like men. Old as my mother. Intimidating, and they knew it. And they were crack heads.

They bullied people in the projects. They hustled them. They robbed them. And no one did anything about it because they were two BIG bitches. [more]

October 20, 2009

Thrills

At the time we were having trouble with some other girls.

Kendra and I walked to the community center.
There was a long line for tickets.
We were performing and were supposed to be back stage before the show began. [more]

October 15, 2009

The record player

I was nine years old when my mother brought me a record player and two albums. Aretha Franklin and Klimax.
It was 1985.

I rushed home with the record player, hurried into my bedroom, and closed the door. [more]

October 13, 2009

Cold

I ran through the projects, from crack house to crack house, looking for my mother. The day was wintry and cold.

I knocked on Mary’s door.
"Is my mother there?"
"Your mother ain't here," Mary yelled from behind the closed door.

I ran to the next building. [more]

October 12, 2009

My burnt arm

There's a scar on my arm…

I sat at the kitchen table. My seven-month-old sister sat on my lap. My mother was in her bedroom with the door closed.

As I poured hot coffee into a foam cup my sister swung her little arms and knocked over the coffee. I quickly lifted her high in the air so she wouldn’t get burnt. But when I brought her back down to my lap, I screamed! The skin on my arm had shriveled up. [more]

October 9, 2009

"The Brady Bunch"… to die for

Get in the tub, my mother said.
Before I did I inspected the bottom of my feet.
My feet ain't dirty, I yelled. [more]

October 8, 2009

"Poverty Sucks"

Christmas was nearing. I roamed around our apartment trying to find a gift for my fourth grade teacher, Ms. Higgins. I looked through closets, on shelves, in drawers.

On one wall hung a framed poster of a white woman, wearing a black pinstripe suit, toasting with a glass of champagne, and leaning against a Rolls Royce in front of a building labeled, "Welfare Department." Written above the picture were the words, "Poverty Sucks." [more]