FamilyEducation BlogsFebruary 27, 2009
God in the MusicThe saxophonist, eyes closed, worshipping, played with care. The bass player slapped the wood and popped the strings with ease. And the pianist and drummer played, as others sang words of adoration to God. Then suddenly, I felt God in the music. He placed His hand on the inside of my wrist, feeling for the rate and rhythm of my pulse. The music played as God revived me...again. [more] February 26, 2009
A Day of NothingSilence sounds pleasant when noise has exhausted me. And being alone isn’t as bad as some people make it seem. All day long I lay on the living room floor, alone, wrapped in a blanket, doing nothing. I tried blogging, but had writer’s block. So I search around YouTube. [more] February 25, 2009
I love him – I love him notI don’t believe she understands that I was heavily involved, like a man is with a woman. I was intimate with him at a young age. I watched the warm water fill his tube and a clothes hanger swirl him solid. I watched him develop and change characteristics. I watched a blade shave him into small portions and then I watched him burn. I was caught up in him and wanted to sell him like foreclosed homes across America. I remember the first time I touched him and placed him in the hand of another woman – she was hooked and so was I. [more] February 24, 2009
Generational CursesI am spilt and poured out like water from a glass tipped over. I want to dissipate into vapor, but it isn’t humid enough. So I lie spilt in a shock on the ground. I cried because she reminded me of myself. I cried because I have spent my life trying to forget what she brought back into my reality. I didn’t want to remember that night in the abandoned building, but as she spoke, the memory passed quickly before my eyes. I turned my face and bowed my head in shame. [more] February 23, 2009
"We all we got."They seemed untamed and in need of a ring master. She was tomboyish and tough, with baggy blue jeans, wheat-colored timberland boots, and a hooded sweater, of course. A high-school dropout, she learned how to hustle coke, working eight-hour days, sitting on a broken bench in the projects, selling crack to the same customers all day long. [more] February 20, 2009
Dreaming and Imagining the PossibilitiesIn the coffee shop I listened to two people sitting across from me talking about starting a new youth program. I remember being on the other side of the table. I remember when people listened to me go on and on about Villages Without Walls. I am not insinuating that Villages Without Walls has become a conglomerate; but I remember when it was nothing more than something that I thought about when I was lying in bed at night. [more] February 19, 2009
I Recognized Your VoiceImagine a mother and child. She sits on a bench at a busy playground, noisy with yelling, laughter, and crying. Her child plays--climbing the monkey bars, swinging wildly, sliding down the slide. Suddenly, another child screams. The mother instantaneously recognizes her child’s cry. Research reports that, "Just as there is a part of your brain that recognizes another human face, there's a region that can tell human voices apart from other sounds." My cell phone vibrated. I looked at the caller ID. It was AJ. “What's up, man?” I said when I answered. [more]
February 18, 2009
My son, the blogger and President-to-beWhen I came home from work, my son stood at the front door with a red notebook in his hand. "I am a blogger, Mommy,” he announced. “Do you want to read it?" I really just wanted to first get in the door, undress, and get relaxed, but…. “Let me see,” I said. He had a few entries. There was one about his bed, one about lunch, and the one I want to share. It is entitled, "My President." [more] February 17, 2009
Therapy and Bed BugsI did an intake with a therapist the other day. She asked me all sorts of questions. “Have you ever had therapy before?” “Are you angry?” “Yes,” I said. “I'm irritable.” Then I asked, “Is irritable the same as being angry?” “How are your eating habits?” “Do you abuse any form of substance?” “No,” I answered. Then I asked, "Do Tylenol PMs fit into the substance category?" “Why do you want to meet with a therapist?” [more] February 16, 2009
My MoleI have a mole underneath my lip. A tiny birthmark, almost too small to see. When I look at it in the mirror, it reminds me of the mole that my mother also has below her lip.
Sitting at the hair salon on Saturday morning, I looked at it intently. Suddenly, I began to get upset. Have you ever been so upset that you can feel your upset-ness on the inside of your chest? That’s what happened. All sorts of emotions were set off, and I wasn't sure why.
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