FamilyEducation BlogsOctober 23, 2009
"I’m gonna shoot Diamond in her ass.”Diamond and Crystal were twin sisters. Big, built like men. Old as my mother. Intimidating, and they knew it. And they were crack heads. They bullied people in the projects. They hustled them. They robbed them. And no one did anything about it because they were two BIG bitches. [more] August 31, 2009
Erratic charityAfter Sunday morning worship I was driving down the street, my eyes almost blinded by the sun's brightness. In the distance, I saw silhouettes of three people standing on the corner outside of a mom and pop convenient store. I drove nearer. It was three of my boys. I pulled over. "Hey, what's up?" I asked "What's up T.?" "T, we broke," one of the boys said. That was his way of saying, "The program’s over." "T, you want to be the driver?" (Referring to a drive by shooting) What he meant was, "We're back to what we were doing before." [more] August 25, 2009
“Say something positive about me at my funeral.”This is the last week of our summer program. I asked the boys how they felt about the program ending. They sat silently with their heads hung low. [more]
August 21, 2009
"Don’t ever say that we don’t care."In response to a remark made by one of the boys, a staff member, her voice filled with emotion, said, "You can call us rats, snitches, cops, informants, or even federal agents, but don't ever say that we don't care." [more]
August 20, 2009
“You calling me a liar?!”I walked into the room angry because six of the boys did not come back to work after cashing their checks the other day. Now they were back. I sat in a chair outside their semi-circle. A few of the boys tried to talk to me but I ignored them. "She’s mad," one of the boys said under his breath. I was glad they could see that I was upset. In my head I was fussing, "Why do I continue to do this?" [more]
August 12, 2009
Suspicion . . .The boys were very suspicious today. I am not sure what happened. They had many questions, all of which I have answered many times before. One of the boys assumed I was a federal agent, because otherwise he couldn’t understand why I would take them out to dinner and give them a job. "She must be working for the feds." [more] July 28, 2009
Again, between two worlds . . .An unmarked police cruiser waited for me in the church parking lot. Two officers walked toward me. I knew them. We worked together. Still, this was unexpected. [more]
July 22, 2009
The Gang’s All HereI sat in a chair like a school teacher in an empty classroom.
But instead of students, it was my boys I waited for.
"It’s ten minutes to two, where are they?”
I watched the door and the clock.
July 1, 2009
Check My ResumePart of our summer program includes hiring a “handyman.” The handyman’s role is to be a liaison between the staff and our program participants. Preferably, the handyman is a former — and reformed — gang member. Yesterday we interviewed a young man. He finished my sentences. I asked, “Why do you want this—” “Job?” he said. “What qualifies you to work—” “With gang members?” he said. “I’m certified. I’ve been a gunman since my youth.” He paused. “On the streets, my reputation speaks for itself.” [more]
June 24, 2009
Starting OverI asked the boys to meet me at six o’clock. I sat in a chair waiting, watching the small hand on the clock. It’s now half-past six. [more]
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